Today i want nothing more than just you but afraid you'll disappoint me.That you'll have another excuses not to be with me again tonight.I know that you love me but maybe not to notice the change in my voice for the past while now.I feel like we are losing grip of what we once had and i don't know how to do this anymore.I wager if it be the end, your last words would be to wish me happiness.I don't understand how that would,my world revolves around you.but Maybe losing grip would be easier than holding on.My heart is torn into a million pieces as i try to adsorb what i need say to the person who holds my heart.I wish nothing but the best for you. My heart forever yours. I want to fall in love again.To give it my all and i don't want just anyone.We have both told so many lies that we can not erase,have so much that we regret.Let this scars slowly fade.Am doing this alone as much as i wish to be with no one but you,you are pushing me away. Pushing me into anthers arms. believe me when i say its you am looking for.Its you i wish to be with and you i wish to embrace. See, i don't trust myself anymore,i don't believe that i can whither another storm. Feels like am in this alone. Maybe its bout time.. I want to fall again with no one new but you. This should be my good bye but i still want to wait for you. It has been a beautiful journey.I love you today and tomorrow.I hope you wont let me go, hold me down. show me am not in this alone.
